Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Everything seems to be down for me these few days. Exams are coming, and the teachers are cramming everything into our brains. Recent class test, I failed my chinese and science badly. And then my maths just passed. What happened to me?! I'm just losing my concentration too easily these days. I simply just cant memorise a single shit from the notes and the textbk. And moreover exams are starting next Friday! Teachers, could you spare a thought for us? Stop throwing us with firey homework. Reading task is due this friday, 30/4, and I havent even started. Only if I was born to be smart...There is this feeling that keeps coming back. :< I just dont want to do it anymore. The outcome of it is that I'll just disappoint people time and again. I'm so stressed out. I know that there are sec4s & 5s that are definitely more stress then my but they dont do silly stuff. Everything in my life is all abt fun fun and more fun. I just cant cope with stress.
"I was born with a congenital heart disease.
My dad wanted to let me die, due to the lack of money he had.
My grandfather, not wanting his first grandchild to die, paid for the 2 open heart surgeries I had, as well as relocate my family to England where the best pediatric cardiologist in the world practiced."
Extracted from GMH.
If people with more problems then me can lead a life and perserve, I think I should be able too. Hope that everything would be better after the MYE.
Good Luck everyone. :>