Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Arghhh!
Why must there be so many test? Test after test. Then mid-year exams in 3 weeks time. Why cant take a break? Some people dont explain the chapters properly. How am i suppose to do well? I'm feeling frustrated and stress now! Every exam in my primary school, i will study really hard to achieve good results. And now, even if i study hard, i dont do well! So what is the point of studying? Might as well not study and the results are the same! More relax and stress free! In primary school i seldom fail. But now, i keep failing. I was sad tt I kept fail repeatedly when i step into secondary school life. Seeing the results, i felt very demoralised. Consistent bad results. Teachers always say learn from your mistake. Take this as a learning experience. Yeah yeah. always say tt. But sometimes they just dont really go through the mistakes. Or was i not paying attention? I always try my best, hoping to do well. But when the results are out, show parents, tell them i tried my best, they just dont believe. This is how hurtful it is. Everything also must get A1. A1, A1, A1. You think i can achieve it? I dont think i can. I know myself more than you do for me. Why must you keep controlling my life? Cant you just give me some freedom and privacy?!? I'm feeling really down now. dont want waste time on this post alrd. Byeee!