Monday, October 06, 2008
GRRRRR!
Tried making my blogskin and is turn out like shit! Cant find a suitable background sia! Will try to find after PSLE. So just bear with it now! Crap! i just realised that i havent put in the cbox! arghhh! AHHHHH! Maybe will do it ltr.
6th October:
Was the Math paper today. Its kind of easy if the numbers were friendly. But the numbers werent friendly at all! Fcuk! Although i manage to finish the paper, all i wrote on the paper was all the crap working! I dun even noe how to do! Its like my mind just blank out you noe! This really makes me fcuking pissed off. Told my mum tt the paper was kind of easy but numbers were unfriendly. What I mean is the numbers are like very difficult to be divided lar! Then she say what is done is done. (as usual) But when results are out, she shows me a face, but doesnt scold. I noe that she's pissed. So I talk to her. I think if i talk to her, she will be more pissed. cause is like i'm damn dumb/stupid. She trys damn hard to make me understand maths. But when the results are out and I dun perforom well, she will definetely be angry. Like duhhhh! Who wont be pissed? I will me pissed too. Dotz.
I know some people out there is pissed with me. Cause probably i've been to irritating. Trying to make more friends. I tried. But it ended up being a disaster. It made things worst! The girls gang are like avoiding me sia. Wrote them a letter of apology but they didnt reply except one. If that person that i mention, the one, is reading this now, i hope you could help me tell the your good friends and the rest to forgive me. I'm right now trying to change. But you should understand this, you need time to change and not change overnight isnt it? I now trying to focus on my PSLE but I cant cause I'm just fcuking sad. And badly need you forgiveness. How i wish i could be a person in the picture on top. There are friends there to cheer me up. How How How i wish! And i will definetely change after PSLE. So would you give me a chance?
